| The Rundown. |
[May. 24th, 2005|03:53 pm] |
Friday went to a movie with Bryan and some other people. Went back to Jordans party and got blissfully drunk around the campfire. Fell out of Bryan's driver side door and loved it. Went home, acted sober. Passed out.
Saturday I went out to Tri-county to hang out with Ryan, Dusty, and Nick. Ryan and Nick have a new joke band, so I stopped by and hung out while they played. They also had some fun with a dildo and the nearby roadway. Long story short: tons of laughs. Went back to the mall to wait until Dusty got off work. Got free shit from him. Went back to his house in Fairfield. Kicked it. Somehow found my way home and went to bed.
Today there was a food fight at school. And tonight I'm going to a show in downtown Cincy. John is going to be picking me up in 15 minutes. It should be good times. The only thing that could make this week better would be if Lj were here. I really really really really miss him. And Lj if I don't get to talk to you before Thursday... HAPPY 7 MONTH ANNIVERSARY. Sorry the only way I can say it is over livejournal. I love you a lot. |
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[May. 16th, 2005|02:30 pm] |
"And all I wanna feel is just him dead
And have to eat the things he did and said
These are the ways I feed my hate
These are the lights that burn too late"
I ran across some old emails from someone I never wanted to think about again. I just wanted to say, be careful who you let into your life. You never know if they're going to turn out to be some psycho stalker.
So, to the only person I wish I could erase from memory forever...
Did you...
Did you ever think you would want like this?
Did you ever think you would feel like this?
Did you ever think you would love like this?
Now...
Did you ever think you would become like this?
Did you ever think you would hurt like this?
Did you ever think you would lose like this?
Did you ever think you would hate like this?
I...
I didn't know you would become like this.
I didn't know you would want like that.
I didn't know you would feel like this.
I didn't know you would love like that.
I'm glad...
I'm glad you lost like that.
I'm glad you hurt like this.
And I...
AND I HOPE YOU FUCKING HATE ME.
Because I still hate you so much. |
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[Apr. 6th, 2005|02:19 pm] |
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next time sign out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Mar. 30th, 2005|07:45 pm] |
I just got back from Portland. The world has that calm before the storm feeling to it. Oregon was lots of fun. As I Lay Dying was awesome. Front row the whole time. I got to sing into the mic and the lead singer even reached out and held my hand at the end of the show.
It's strange, when I was in Oregon I couldn't wait to be home. Now that I'm here . . . I wish I wasn't. I wish I didn't have to be anywhere. There's nothing for me. On the drive home I had the strangest feeling ever. I just stared blankly out the window at the landscape that I refuse to call home. I love this place so much simply because everything is familiar and I'm comfortable here. But I don't want to be comfortable in my surroundings anymore. When you're standing at the middle of a crowded airport looking at the faces that pass you by, you can't help but realize how big the world really is and how much there is out there. There are all these people that I see everyday who I will never know, who will never know me. It just seems like there is so much going on and I'm not a part of any of it. I want to be a part of something, I want to have a reason to get up everyday...but I lost all my reasons. |
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| Oregon best watch it's motherfucking back!!! |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|08:29 pm] |
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| |  In love with you! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Alkaline Trio - Armageddon | ] |
Me and Emily are talking on the phone. We're leaving for Portland on Tuesday and we'll be gone for a week. Emily has decided that we are "pumped as poo" and will be "burping and farting on the plane." Oooooh shit kids this could be dangerous, Emily and I traveling BY OURSELVES!!! We plan to make quite the impression on plenty of strangers. As I Lay Dying is playing while we're out there too and if I don't get to go THE WORLD WILL DIE!!! We're going to make the most of this trip and have the time of our lives and spend an unnecessary amount of money. I'm really going to miss a certain boy from a certain town who I certainly love! And I know Emily feels the same way.
I have compiled a list of the top 10 things I have come to expect from this trip: 1)See As I Lay Dying! 2)Dance quasi-naked and fully intoxicated with my best friend and my cousin. 3)Miss my friends back home more than anything. 4)DO SOMETHING CRAZY! 5)Sing in the rain.
6)Sleep with Sahnzi and Emily with no pants on. 7)Look at the city lights from some high point (I'm sure they're gorgeous). 8)Wander around the city with no destination. 9)Wreak havoc on the plane. 10)???
So here's where you come in, what do you think #10 should be? |
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| Breaking into hotel swimming pools and wreaking havoc on our world. |
[Mar. 19th, 2005|09:12 pm] |
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| | Ataris-In This Diary | ] |
This weekend I drove 5 hours to Cleveland for my Interscholastic Equestrian Association Zone 5 Finals. I placed 4th out of like 15 which means . . . I'M GOING TO NATIONALS IN BALTIMORE, MARYLAND ON APRIL 24TH!!! Everyone come with me!
When my mother and I were driving home, I decided to put in some Ataris because I figured my mom could handle them. I was in a dreamy, half asleep half awake phase and and I heard the line "Breaking into hotel swimming pools and wreaking havoc on our world," I just couldn't stop thinking about this summer. I had a full flashback of when Jon, Jake, Zeke, Jasmine, Kellie, Mariah and myself broke into the swimming pool by the commons and swam in all our clothes. The place is monitored by someone who lives in a house attached to the pool and we could see his light on right above us. We all thought we heard cops so half of us scaled the wall and the other half slipped through a tiny crack in the fence. Of course, we could have all just gone swimming in my pool but for some reason we felt like being rebels. -shrug-
I also recalled when Allie Davis had a killer party at her apartment this summer. Amy got super trashed and decided to go for a walk with Jeff. I was also very drunk, but I remember thinking that I needed to protect her. Jessie and I ran around the neighborhood looking for her. When we found her, she was drenched from head to toe because she had decided to fall into someone's nearby swimming pool fully clothed and fully intoxicated. I love the visual image I get of her that night. I can't wait to see what this summer holds in store for us. |
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| A tale of two princesses. |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|08:14 pm] |
Once upon a time in a land far far away, there were two princesses named Emily and Vanessa. Emily was a beautiful and elegant girl with flowing blonde locks and a child's face of wonder. Vanessa was a kind of funny looking Asian who slightly resembled the village idiot. These two princesses jointly reigned over a mystical land called Oxford. Although they had many many friends and a steady stream of suitors was constantly coming to call upon the princesses, they were not content. In their land, the princess was expected to grow up, marry a knight in shining armour, produce an heir to the thrown and live happily ever after. These two princesses had other plans for themselves.
One fair day the girls were stitching their room, with the sun shining and the birds singing, and their minds started to wander. They couldn't handle the stuffy Oxford atmosphere any longer! The girls called for the two best horses in the royal stable to be saddled and ready for a ride. Soon the girls were riding towards the forest and did not bother to look back. Before too long they found themselves in a very unfamiliar part of the woods. It was starting to get dark, but they were not frightened. Suddenly they stumbled upon a clearing and their eyes met with those of two unfamiliar young squires. Weary and ready for a brawl, the girls took out their swords and prepared to defend themselves against any sexual hostility on the part of the young, hormonal squires. The boys were soon overcome with fear and cowered at the sight of the overpowering females on horseback. Sensing the weakness of their opponents, the girls quickly sheathed their weapons and hopped to the ground. Upon approaching the boys, the girls were delighted to find them very very attractive and unlike any males they would find in Oxford. Introductions were made and the girls each found them self falling deeply in love. The boys feelings were mutual.
After 5 love-filled hours, a pack of soldiers on horseback burst through the foliage and swept away the princesses. They claimed it too dangerous for the girls to be deep in the woods past dark in cahoots with strange squires. The girls were heartbroken. They were forbidden to ever go on rides into the alone again. They were certain that they would never see their lovely squires again.
One day however, while taking a walk around the garden walls, the girls overheard a sound much like a dying rabbit. Eager to help, they searched frantically for the poor animal and quickly turned corner after corner. Without warning, the two were accosted where they stood and bound and gagged by a band of land-pirate gypsy bandits with dishonorable intent!
The land-pirate gypsy bandits dragged the princesses deeper into the forest than they had ever been before. This part of the forest was void of light and cheer. They were held hostage in a shanty little house for three days. Just when they had given up hope, two dark and cloken figures burst through the door and demanded that the girls be set free. Of course, the land-pirate gypsy bandits simply laughed at the two characters. The cloken figures were ill prepared for a battle and instead proposed an alternative. One of the figures had noted that the land-pirate gypsy bandit leader had a certain fondness for the game of chess. He proposed they play for the girls. It was a close match, but the cloken figure escaped victorious and gained the admiration of the entire land-pirate gypsy bandits clan, who gladly turned over the princesses.
Upon returning to the castle, the two cloken figures and the two princesses were greeted by a large cheering crowd of relieved citizens. The king and Queen ran from the castle to meet the heroes who had rescued their princesses. Emily and Vanessa lifted the veils of the mystery men to find none other than the young squires they so dearly loved! The boys had won the admiration of the town and were knighted immediately. They soon asked for the girls hands in marriage, and the princesses gladly accepted. Not long after the wedding, the two young couples decided that castle life was too dull for them and they all retreated to the woods to live a more fitting life of freedom and alleviated responsibility with the chess playing land-pirate gypsy bandits. And they all lived happily ever after. |
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| Quiz stolen from Jeffrey. |
[Mar. 10th, 2005|09:48 pm] |
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Vanessa Leilani Chow
Birthday: September 4, 1988
Birthplace: Oxford, OH
Current Location: ...Oxford, OH
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5...4?
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Belgian/Chinese
The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans and black dress shoes.
Your Weakness: Music
Your Fears: Losing the people that mean the most to me.
Your Perfect Pizza: Idk
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I'm really not sure.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Lol.
Thoughts First Waking Up: I wish I was Avril Lavigne.
Your Best Physical Feature: My legs . . . I can ride horses with them. :)
Your Bedtime: Usually not too late.
Your Most Missed Memory: Steak 'n Shake with the Black Tie Bombers.
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither
Single or Group Dates: Depends on the group. I haven't really been on a "date" in a long time.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Idk.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Depends
Cappuccino or Coffee: Either
Do you Smoke: Umm...I'm gonna go with NO
Do you Swear: Sometimes.
Do you Sing: Constantly
Do you Shower Daily: What's a shower?
Have you Been in Love: :)
Do you want to go to College: I don't WANT to but I am.
Do you want to get Married: I suppose so.
Do you belive in yourself: Depends
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: I wouldn't hit it.
Are you a Health Freak: Sometimes.
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes...I guess.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes.
Do you play an Instrument: I played violin for 7 years, I still know how I just don't play.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes.
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Not technically
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Sadly no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yeah, Emily's
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: -thinks-
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: I wish
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Your girlfriends heart!
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Hell yeah, I get that shit pulled on me all the fucking time. It's not true though!!!
Ever been Beaten up: Nope.
Ever Shoplifted: When I was 5 I stole a headband.
How do you want to Die: Doing something I love.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I ask myself this question every day.
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany
Favourite Eye Color: Doesn't matter
Favourite Hair Color: Doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair: medium
Height: Doesn't matter.
Weight: I don't care.
Best Clothing Style: Doesn't really matter.
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1 I guess.
Number of CDs I own: A lot
Number of Piercings: 7
Number of Tattoos: None.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: A lot, but I wouldn't take them back. |
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[Feb. 8th, 2005|08:40 pm] |
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| Alkaline Trio - You've Got So Far To Go |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
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Well everyone seems to be posting their "You're so far away" thoughts. So I figured I would jump on the bandwagon and post the lyrics that always reminded me of our situation. Enjoy.
Soon ends our stay here and it's been fun.
So tonight I'll raise my glass to us
'Cause we've talked so much I think we filled this ashtray twice,
and I'm pretty sure we emptied every bottle in the place, so...
Let's walk home, let's be afraid.
I wanna grab you by the arms and kiss you so hard.
Let's do it right under the streetlight.
I want it now, somehow I forgot how.
Way to go, way to go
Forgot you've got so far to go.
Way to go, way to go
Forgot you've got so far to go.
I heard everybody's voice cut out when you spoke.
And I watched all the lights go dim when your eyes opened.
Well I can't believe you showed up, what do I do now?
It's last call, time to go.
But before we say goodnight...
Let's walk home, let's be afraid.
I wanna grab you by the arms and kiss you so hard.
Let's do it right under the streetlight.
I want it now, somehow I forgot how.
Way to go, way to go
Forgot you've got so far to go.
Way to go, way to go
Forgot you've got so far to go.
Forgot you've got so far, you've got so far to go
Forgot you've got so far, you've got so far to go... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 28th, 2005|05:31 pm] |
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| | Alkaline Trio - All on Black | ] |
Well last weekend I went to Wilmington for a fancy horse show. Tori was there too. We didn't have the best of rides. I got two 5th places. Here's the weekend . . .
Hotel roooooooooooom.
My very favorite horse in the whole world was there. He means so much more to me than anything. I never get to see him anymore. Here are some pictures of Maestro that I took at the show.
Well it was Dale's birthday on Wednesday so Tori came over to bake cookies for him. Don't ask me how but we ended up spending two fucking hours on these damn cookies!!! When we're finally done we lay on my kitchen floor and Tori reads the ingredients one last time just to make sure they're vegan . . . they're not. "Oh whoops, there's milk in here." TORI YOU'RE LUCKY I LOVE YOU! We just laughed and I called Joshua and made him come over and bring me cake mix. And this time I made the cake and made sure it was completely 100% vegan. Don't worry Dale, I swear it was.
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[Jan. 21st, 2005|04:34 pm] |
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| | Head Automatica - Beating Hearts Baby | ] |
Me, Bry, and Emmy before homecoming.
Me and Emily shoveled the driveway. Well . . . I shoveled Emily goofed off.
X-Fest two years ago! Me, Emily and Greg are in the middle.
Mmmm...
HAHAHAHA
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| So this is the new year . . . and I don't feel any different. |
[Jan. 17th, 2005|04:24 pm] |
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Can't you see that I wanna be there with open arms?
It's empty tonight
And I'm all alone
Get me through this one!
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so
I'm writing again, these letters to you
On much I know
But I'M NOT SLEEPING and you're not here
The thought stops my heart
Do you notice I'm gone? |
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[Jan. 14th, 2005|12:46 pm] |
Well it's official... my mom has cancer again. This time in her sternum. She's being really strong and she hasn't cried or said anything negative in front of me. I was so young the last time it happened, I don't really remember it. I just remember that mom was sick all the time and we had to get a lot of help from our friends' families. I got pulled out of the school I was going to because we couldn't afford mom's treatments and my school at the same time. We had to cut back on a lot of things. My mom made lots of friends at the clinic she went to for treatment...most of them didn't make it. I guess the thought of losing her never really crossed my mind back then. I didn't think something like that could ever really happen to our family. We got really lucky.
I was at Aaron's when I found out yesterday. It was one of the hardest things I've ever had to hear. My mom was so calm when she told me. Everyone really helped me to deal with it. I really appreciate them.
We don't really know what's going on yet. We have to run more tests and find out exactly what surgery, if any, she will have to undergo. She told me that first off the doctors are going to run a tube from her sternum or something to the outside of her skin so they can run more tests and exams. It sounds so painful, I don't want to see my mom in pain. When we came back from Richmond I went to Emily's for a bit. It's like I know I should be home with my mom making the most of this time when she isn't sick and it hasn't fully set it yet that she will be, but it's so hard to look at her and to be in this house. I don't know what to say to her anymore. I know nothing I say can or will make her better. She's everything that hold our family together and I can't stand the thought of losing her. I know I'm gonna have to work a lot harder and times are going to be really tough here soon. I'm so thankful for my friends, having their support helps me pull through this.
If I could I would shrink myself. Sink through your skin to your blood cells. Remove whatever makes you hurt . . . but I am too weak to be your cure. |
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[Jan. 11th, 2005|08:44 pm] |
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| | NOFX - Idiots Have Taken Over | ] |
Full name: Vanessa Leilani Chow
Date of birth: September 4, 1988
Gender: Female
Location: O-Town, Ohio
Ethnicity: Ugh . . . is melting pot an answer?
Zodiac sign: Virgo (riiight)
Reason for taking survey: Really fucking bored.
[Going Deeper]
If any, name any phobias you have: Ghosts and water.
If you could come from any country that wasn't your own, what would it be: Idk.
Do you drink: Whenever possible.
Do you smoke: No.
If so, when did you start smoking: N/A
Name every country that your Internet friends originate from or live in: France, India, US.
Now do the same for your family: Belgium and China.
Are you a junk food person or a healthy eater: I guess both.
Living arrangements: Mom, dad, brother, two dogs, one cat and one fish.
Name any pets you have: ^ they are my fucking family.
Siblings: Satan.
Do you like your school: Who could possibly like Talawanda?
What is your favourite class: Hmm....
What is your least favourite: Geometry.
What genre of movie do you prefer: Depends what mood I'm in.
What movies from that genre do you like the most: I couldn't pick.
Are you a gamer: Sometimes.
If so, what games do you play: Super Smash Bros!!! Wanna play?
What music genre do you listen to the most: What I consider punk, emo, pop-punk, hardcore, etc...
Name some bands/artists you like: Refer to info.
If you could eliminate the existence of one band/artist, which one would you choose: Taking Back Sunday. Duh.
Are you into self categorization? Nope.
If so, what would you call yourself: What would you call me?
[Favourites]
Time of the year: Fall.
Friend: Fuck that.
Family member: Fuck that as well.
Animal: Horse or dog.
Sweet food: Ugh . . .
Savoury food: What the fuck is that?
Spicy food: Not a fan.
Country: Dunno.
Colour: Pink/black (very cliche)
Sitcom: Dunno.
Cartoon: Invader Zim, Family Guy, Futurama.
TV channel: Fuse.
Pastime: Singing and horseback riding (sometimes at the same time).
Drug: I prefer teh alcohol, I must admit.
Fictional book: Animal Farm.
Non-fictional book: Don't have one.
Romance movie: Romeo and Juliet or A Midnight Summer's Dream. (I love Shakespeare)
Sci-fi movie: Not a huge fan.
Action movie: -thinks-
Historical drama movie: idk.
Horror movie: Couldn't pick one.
Music genre: Pop-punk.
Artists from that genre: Alkaline Trio or Brand New.
Porno: ALL OF THEM!
Anime: Gundam Wing (Don't make fun of me)
Games console: N64
Website: www.blacktiebombers.com
Ice-cream flavour: Don't have one.
Store: Journeys (two of my good friends works there)
Place to relax: Wherever I'm with people I love.
Place to shop: Tri-County, where Ryan, Dusty, Jon, etc... are located.
Place to party: Brad's, Alli's, Tyler's, Fleishers, etc. . .
[Beliefs & Opinions]
What is your opinion on...
The War on Terror: -sigh-
Abortion: It's her choice!
The Illuminati: Wha?
Capital Punishment: -shrug- depends.
Music/Movie Piracy: You can't stop it.
Satanism: If that's what you're into. It can be just as bad as any other religion if you take it too far.
Communism: -shrug-
Child Abuse: If you're gonna abuse it . . . don't have it.
Rape: Rape = Bad.
Taxes: -shrug-
Christmas: Depends.
Third World Debt: Sucks.
Smoking: I hate when smoking becomes a bother. Ex: When you have to hide it, when you have to roll down the windows in a freezing ass fucking car in the middle of winter to let the smoke out, when people are constantly talking about smoking. Plus my mom did everything in her power not to get cancer cuz she knew it ran in my family and she still got it and these kids are welcoming it. I would be hurt if one of my friends got cancer. Well that was long enough.
Libertarianism: -smiles-
Republicans: Eww.
Democrats: Better . . . but still eww.
Outsourcing: Wtf?
White Pride: No.
White Power (they're different, y'know): No.
Racism in general: One of the biggest, if not the biggest, problem of society.
Feminism: Equality.
People who use their cell phones during movies: Depends on if their talking to me or not. Lol.
Gay Marriage: All for!
Nuclear warfare: -frown-
Animal Testing: -cries- Don't do it!
Do you believe in...
God: No.
A counter-god, or devil: No.
Reincarnation: No.
The Soul: No. Well . . . I dunno . . . I'm scared of ghosts.
Evolution: Of course.
Angels: No.
Karma: No.
Do you celebrate Christmas: Nothing to do with religion.
How do you celebrate your birthday: Usually just throw a party that ends up being more for the fun of my friends than for me. My last party ended up with me locking myself in a bathroom and talking to Lj all night.
What is your religion: Atheist.
Does your family have any special customs: Not really.
Have you ever converted from another religion or atheism: Born athiest.
Are you a vegetarian: Have been for like . . . -checks- one month. But just to try it out. Don't hate me.
[For the Older Kids, Sex!]
Are you a virgin: No.
If applicable, did you like your first time: As much as you can when you're a girl doing it for the first time. -winces-
Ever given head: ... mayyyybe.
Ever recieved head: ...mayyybe.
Ever done anal: Oh everyday!
Does S&M appeal to you: Not really, but I dunno.
Do you watch pornography: I have before, but just as a joke with my friends.
Ever had sex whilst drunk: Yes.
Do you regret any sexual incidents that occurred on your part: Yes, but no incidents where actual "sex" was involved just hookups.
Do you consider yourself sexually attractive: Not really. No.
Favourite sexual position: -shrug-
Tell us about any of your personal beliefs regarding sex: Uhh... I guess it's important to actually have something with that person. I wouldn't just bring someone home and do him.
[Your Love Life]
Are you in a relationship right now: Yes.
Describe your current, or most recent relationship: I don't think I could explain it if I tried...
Are you, or have you ever been in love: A very serious Yes.
What's your sexual orientation: Experimental?
Are you, or do you plan on getting married: In a non-conventional way.
Do you believe in soul-mates: Not necessarily in the respect that your "souls" were meant for each other. But I believe in relationships where no one could ever take that persons place.
Do you think long-distance love impossible: Is Richmond considered long distance? Well it is in a different state so I'd say . . . yes.
Could you see yourself being unfaithful: I can't see myself with anyone else so no.
What do you notice about the opposite sex first: Ugh . . . of course appearance, you can't notice anything before that. But what attracts me first is usually personality.
Biggest turn-ons: Intelligence, ability to make me laugh, ability to hold up a conversation.
Biggest turn-offs: Saying the wrong thing when they know it shouldn't be said.
Taller or shorter than you: Doesn't matter.
Ever broken someone's heart: Many. -shrug- I warned 'em.
Has someone ever broken yours: No. I don't think so.
Do/would you have children: No.
Any relationship beliefs (such as Gorean philosophy, etc): I guess not.
[Your Bad Side]
Do you steal, or have you stolen: I stole a belt one time. I don't like to steal.
If so, was it from a store or a person you know: Store.
Have you been intimate with someone else's significant other: Yeah.
Do you take advantage of other peoples' kindness: Not that I know of. I hope not.
Have you lied to your parents: Who hasn't?
Do you get jealous easily: Sometimes.
Do you have a bad temper: Don't get on my bad side. I'm a huge bitch sometimes.
Have you ever made someone cry: Yeah.
Ever physically hurt someone: I've never been in a fight, and I don't want to be.
Do you consider yourself racist: I would shoot myself first.
Must you always seek vengeance: Me? Vindictive? Naw.
[This or That]
Alcohol or Marijuanna: Alcohol.
Coca-Cola or Pepsi: Pepsi.
A quiet evening at home or a wild night out: Wild.
Extreme intelligence or unbelievable beauty: Intelligence.
A permanent, stable relationship or an insane sex life: If you have a great relationship with someone you don't really need sex.
Christmas without gifts, or Christmas without everything else: We don't have "everything else."
Rock or Rap: Rock.
The ability to fly or the ability to be invisible: Fly.
Hearing or seeing: I could never choose, I'd go crazy.
Depression or anxiety: I've had them both... they both suck. You have no idea.
Immortality without the ability to die, or mortality: Mortality, I don't want to live a short life but I don't want to live forever.
Death by freezing, or burning: Freezing.
Death by suffocation or being stabbed: Like stabbed 100 times or one good one to the heart?
Lots of acquaintances or a few close friends: I used to go through friends really quickly, but the ones who have stuck with me through it all mean more to me than my own life.
To be a singer or an actor/actress: Singer!
Eternal day or eternal night: Eternal night.
X-Ray vision or psychic abilities: Psychic.
Sweet or savoury: I guess either.
To never sleep or to never eat: Never sleep.
To eat as much as you want or to sleep as much as you want: Eat. I don't sleep all that much anyway.
World domination or infinite knowledge of all things: Knowledge.
Britney Spears or Christina Aquilera: Christina can sing.
Bush or Kerry: Kerry.
To enslave or to be enslaved: To enslave. I'd be nice.
To resort to cannibalism or to die: Who would I be eating? ;)
[The Last]
Person you talked to: Emily.
Person you argued with: I don't remember, prolly Rob.
Person you hugged: Tori.
Person you kissed: Rob.
Person you texted: I tried to text James from Emily's phone but it didn't work.
Phonecall: To: Dale.
Thing you ate: Tomato soup.
Thing you drank: Water.
Time you showered: A day ago.
Time you told someone you loved them: A few days ago.
Time someone said they loved you: A few hours ago.
Time you laughed: An hour ago.
Time you vomited: It's been awhile.
Paycheck: I get direct deposit notices.
Time you had sex: I'm not sure.
TV show you watched: Boy Meets World.
Song you listened to: Spitalfield - I Loved the Way She Said L.A.
Movie you watched: The Terminal.
Dream you had: I was in a hotel room with some guy who I felt was my boyfriend but I had never seen him before. The rooms were seperated by draped instead of walls and I met the lead singer of Bayside through these drapes and we fell in love. Then me and Emily and Tori were running around some campus by the hotel looking for him because they didn't believe that we were in love. I thought he had left me so I sat down to cry. He came up behind me and held me and told me he would never leave me...crazy.
Time you got drunk: A couple weeks ago.
Party you went to: I don't party too much anymore. I guess my house.
Item of clothing you bought: Don't remember.
Person you would sleep with: Geez I don't know.
[Really Random]
Tell us the first thing you'd do with a million dollars: But a horse and all the cds I could handle.
Do you consider yourself to be romantic: Sometimes, but it doesn't come easy.
the best thing somebody has ever said about you: I don't know but Elliot said "ur atrue plaurr" online and made me laugh for 2 hours.
What do you think of P.E.T.A: "Right fight..wrong tactics." <- said best I think. (I concur)...(to Rob's cuncurance)
What do you think of South Park: Entertaining.
Is religious fundamentalism a good idea: No.
Do you like candles: Sometimes.
Do you think emo people are idiots: Sometimes.
Do you think goths are idiots: Sometimes.
Do you think people who take ridiculously long surveys are idiots: Depends how many you take in what period of time.
Do you believe men and women are truly equal: I believe they SHOULD be, but they're not. - (agreed)
Do you read books very much: No. I bullshit my way through Honors II English.
Do people consider you to be a bookworm: No.
Describe your mother: She's great and doesn't get due credit.
What's one thing you would change about your body: I wouldn't suck.
Would you kill one child to save the lives of 1000 children: Kill them all! Well...yeah I would.
What one thing would a person have to do to deserve death: Be incredibly ignorant or abuse animals.
The most romantic thing somebody's ever done for you: I dunno...Michael gave me the only red rose he could find from his brothers funeral and told me to have it as he placed it in my hand.
Do you use IRC: Wha?
Do you use bittorrent: Wha?
What P2P programs do you use: Wha?
Have you ever skydived: I would.
List three things you want to do before you die: Own my own horse, fall in love with no chance of ever falling out, make the people in my life happy.
The world ends and you can only save three people and yourself. Who would you save: -thinks till the world collapses-
If you could kick anyone's ass, who would it be: Adam from TBS.
If you could sleep with anyone in the world, who would it be: Lj.
Are you bored of this survey yet: A little.
What is the meaning of life: I don't think there is one. |
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